Very Late Posts

So I'm not feeding my blog enough.

I don't really like to post about the crap that happens everyday.

If you'd actually want me to do that,

I might as well make a template and a script to help me post

I'm not those type of people who likes to reiterate every single point that happens in my day

But, I might as well give it a try

Alright.

During the holidays, I did practically nothing at all.
Well, as compared to schooldays, I don't think its much of a big difference.
Sleeping late, waking up late,
Going for band practices, camps, sleepovers
Getting accepted, rejected,
Having fun, being bored,
Created stuff, destroyed even more
Watching anime, loving each detailed scene, yet hating them too
Playing dota, losing more matches than winning them
Getting closer to friends, drifting away from some
Running around, getting lost, hungry, tired
Ending up in odd places in another country
Losing loads of crap
Finding mysterious loads of crap
Laughing at others, laughing at myself too
Eating stuff, falling sick
Exploring the "wonders" of A maths before giving up 5 minutes later
Surfing the net for random stuff
Getting virus infections every 10 days
Sure, Practically Nothing at all.

Hurm, I guess that sums everything up.

Talk about peer pressure...

Merrill

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I notice how easy it is for tears to fall

You feel angry, sad, yet happy

Happy that one is alive,

One can cry,

One can be human.

You hold on to the thread that prevents you from going over the border.
From diminishing your inner being
From losing sense, peace, happiness
From being constantly drowned in agony, anger

But many times we slip, we fall
But that thread does not snap
It turns into a golden rope,
Your salvation out of the abyss you send yourself into

Some ignore this lifeline, and yield to the forces that work against them
Forever enslaved by non-existent fears, lies, grief
Still the rope lies there, open, ready

Its simple, actually

If you just keep everything to yourself, your anger, grief, happiness,
You yourself will soon be unable to see the way out
If you yourself are plagued by desires and the mentality of this cruel society
The darkness will soon cloud your vision
Rendering this beautiful world ,
gone.

Musing along

Much to catch up upon.

Many highs and lows in life, no?

Band camp, band practices.

Hours and hours pilled up on stupid Dota matches (courtesy of nakao and gang)

Anime induced maddness, maddness induced spasms, spasm induced medical fees

People seem to rise and change

Serious people become more fun

Fun people tend to get more serious

The good in others start to show, yet the evil hearts start to grow too

Failures, successes
Happiness, sadness
Death, life
Creation, destruction
Love, lust
Pride, fear

The tears must keep rolling, be it happy or sad
The lives that we live must go on too right?
Sometimes I wonder, if reality could stop
The cruelty would be gone, but so will the love

Random actions of life
form us as a person
Nothing is a coincidence
And nothing is planned

For all I know, destiny is what you make it to be

more Randomness

Selamat Hari Raya! (Haji? or something along those lines)

I have no idea why I'm doing this, but oh well, blogging before important days releases some of the stress, I think. Been surfing around my friend's blogs, and noticed that people really call me random. Aww, c'mon, wasn't it stated in the last post that only 10% of the crap was my fault, really. Really. Really, really really?

Really sounds like re-ally

Mmm, moving on, Random level has risen by 6% over the last 5 hours due to the high levels of stress and caffeine. So apparently, this post serves for no reason at all... Wow.

Okay, someone said to pick a topic and just crap about it.

Now lets see, how about the first try to be... Random
Random –adjective

1.

proceeding, made, or occurring without definite aim, reason, or pattern: the random selection of numbers. (dictionary.com) —Synonyms 1. haphazard, chance, fortuitous. 2. the act of killing someone for t3h puppies, similarily, the act of critisizing someone for being human, or any irregular and random motion of actions causing satirical irony and harm Also see - 0wn3d, pwn3d, owned, pwned, lulz, lol, Sheep, sh33p, falling-off-building-to-check-if-ground-was-really-concrete, coffeecakes-on-uranium Also see categories- we wasted 2 minutes of your time haha, youcan'tseethis and words-you-check-because-you-can't-spell-it (U.R. version) So basically, I AM doing something random. Wow, really. Wow

The many faces of me

Oddly, I think people are starting to think I have alter-egos.
I mean, like, of course i have alter egos. You guys are just slow.
If you havent nnoticed the sudden mood changes, or the sudden animal-fetish (whoops), you must either be blind, or just normal. I hope you're blind, cos' normal people are the ones who try to kill me first, i have no idea why. As I said, Normal People do the Craziest Things, which I think is true, looking at some of YOU out there.

Anyway, back to the topic, like the Many alter-egos of Me! (Or was it the many faces of me?)
1) Merrill - The Partially-subnormal guy who stones and goes hyper too
2) Tony - The guy in Merrill that wants to kill everyone
3) Shawn - The other guy who actually KILLS someone
4) Jason - Useless Alter-ego
5) Mepig - Basically an animal like thing , origin not known
6) MerJoke - something that drives that reaction to laugh so Tony finds an excuse to kill you
7) Goombaboi - alter ego of internet usernames
8) Jeremy - Useless Alter Ego
9) MeRRiLL - The Dark Side
10) M.E.R.R.I.L.L - The Stone Side

And the list goes on. Gosh why did i do that, I think its Goombaboi's fault. At least now i have 9 others to blame for something. Bored reactions cause retarded content. Save our souls by donating to the Merrill pocket money fund. Just come to me and drop a 2 dollar note in my face, I'm sure the gesture is much approved by 8 of me. Oh well

filling the void

Yay an update!
Yay a daring update during exam period!
It's times like this that we should all take a break and go buy some nice and good chocolate *insert cheap product placement here*

Ahh crap. I Really Am Stressed Right Now...
hope you guys don't feel the same way!
All that's keeping me awake/alive is Techno and late-night anime
It's funny
I don't know why
Ahahahah
I think I'm crazy

Doubleposting! New Skill!!!11111!

Wow, looks like i learnd to double postz. Actually itz quitee easy, you justz have to types very fast until some space is used up. so this post can be considered spam, since grammar, spell,punctuation and vocab checks are gone, but hey, spam's good right? I mean, there's this empty void in this blog...
Void/
void
void
void
Mmmm
void
Okay, so unless we have more random crap to fill the bottomless pit until U.R. is actually considered a large hole, we'll just keep spamming. Or i'll just keep spamming. but in this case as im referring to U.R as s third person i should probably use the word "we". Then in this case the words "because" "you" "read" "spam" "too" and "much" can be used to describe all you people reading until here. Mmm, dedication (useless dedication?) Man random Crap owns. Long live Bullshit. Forever

Dead or Alive?

Blog's revived again (sorry it took so long, phoenix downs cost a lot of money) Lets hope it won't die... Again. Some moral support might be needed, blog's on low HP and MP status. Currently it is saving up for a magic item called "Flame attackz!! (ZOMFGZZZ)" to wage war on other blogs, but UltimatelyRandom is facing a serious lack of negative energy. To do that, it is currently trying to learn the arts of the NEEENJAAH! to attain maximum zen. Good Luck on it's perilous journey. Long live Bullshit.

We're baaaaaack! Or so to say, I'm back, or maybe the blog's back, well whatever's back, its just... back... Yeah, so i I guess the fanfare isn't that important for this eh? Was there even anything to go away for? I can't remember. Wait I'm thinking along the line of exams, or maybe it's just a toilet break. Lunch maybe. I'm hungry... Oh what the heck, I'm not even sure anybody reads this anyway. Ah screw this, I'ma gonna get a sandwich

Entertaiment! ( And I did'nt even order cable!)

Hi guys, I was bored, so I decided to put up some really random songs
Hope you enjoy

Kaeshite! Knee Socks (Lucky Star)

Do I need to explain further? It has a catchy tune, catchy melody... Furthermore, its about Knee Socks! KNEE SOCKS! (Frankly, what are those things?...)Anyway, it s extremely random, especially with the bloody captions here and there...

Hare Hare Yukai ( The Melanchony of Haruhi Suzumiya ED)

Hmm heres another one, plus, it has more dancing! Last one I guess, not alot of people like the songs I like, so here's some neutral ones. (Yes I know its in Japanese, but Jap music can be quite nice too) And thank you youtube for the embedded videos.

Staring...

Have you ever stared out an open window,
See the stars in the sky...
Have you ever gazed out an open door,
And watched the moon go by?
And have you ever wondered, how it all began?
How the world became so still,
So different, so peaceful
Have you ever stared out an open window,
Just sitting there, staring...

Hi all,

Well to start off, this is probably my first time doing a full-time blog, or actually to say, a blog that has not been deleted in the short attention span I have.
Anyway, just a word of information, these events listed in this blog are written in mind of the young state of mind I am in, and is purely written to the audiences around my age. Any crap written here is supposedly meant to be for fun only, and should not be taken seriously. Also, UltimatelyRandom advises users not to plug in 15 volt batteries on their tongues just to test if there is and energy left. We know it is very tempting, but skin grafts on that area is just... Well not very nice. And the good thing about blogs is that they require no batteries, so don't blame us for anything.

Goombaboi