Very Late Posts

So I'm not feeding my blog enough.

I don't really like to post about the crap that happens everyday.

If you'd actually want me to do that,

I might as well make a template and a script to help me post

I'm not those type of people who likes to reiterate every single point that happens in my day

But, I might as well give it a try

Alright.

During the holidays, I did practically nothing at all.
Well, as compared to schooldays, I don't think its much of a big difference.
Sleeping late, waking up late,
Going for band practices, camps, sleepovers
Getting accepted, rejected,
Having fun, being bored,
Created stuff, destroyed even more
Watching anime, loving each detailed scene, yet hating them too
Playing dota, losing more matches than winning them
Getting closer to friends, drifting away from some
Running around, getting lost, hungry, tired
Ending up in odd places in another country
Losing loads of crap
Finding mysterious loads of crap
Laughing at others, laughing at myself too
Eating stuff, falling sick
Exploring the "wonders" of A maths before giving up 5 minutes later
Surfing the net for random stuff
Getting virus infections every 10 days
Sure, Practically Nothing at all.

Hurm, I guess that sums everything up.

Talk about peer pressure...

Merrill

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I notice how easy it is for tears to fall

You feel angry, sad, yet happy

Happy that one is alive,

One can cry,

One can be human.

You hold on to the thread that prevents you from going over the border.
From diminishing your inner being
From losing sense, peace, happiness
From being constantly drowned in agony, anger

But many times we slip, we fall
But that thread does not snap
It turns into a golden rope,
Your salvation out of the abyss you send yourself into

Some ignore this lifeline, and yield to the forces that work against them
Forever enslaved by non-existent fears, lies, grief
Still the rope lies there, open, ready

Its simple, actually

If you just keep everything to yourself, your anger, grief, happiness,
You yourself will soon be unable to see the way out
If you yourself are plagued by desires and the mentality of this cruel society
The darkness will soon cloud your vision
Rendering this beautiful world ,
gone.

Musing along

Much to catch up upon.

Many highs and lows in life, no?

Band camp, band practices.

Hours and hours pilled up on stupid Dota matches (courtesy of nakao and gang)

Anime induced maddness, maddness induced spasms, spasm induced medical fees

People seem to rise and change

Serious people become more fun

Fun people tend to get more serious

The good in others start to show, yet the evil hearts start to grow too

Failures, successes
Happiness, sadness
Death, life
Creation, destruction
Love, lust
Pride, fear

The tears must keep rolling, be it happy or sad
The lives that we live must go on too right?
Sometimes I wonder, if reality could stop
The cruelty would be gone, but so will the love

Random actions of life
form us as a person
Nothing is a coincidence
And nothing is planned

For all I know, destiny is what you make it to be